sick of sick

being sick is a waste of time. you never have enough energy to do anything. sometimes walking up stairs is like running a mile. and part of being so weak is you don't feel good enough to eat much, or it just hurts to much to swallow. 

they always say rest helps you get better faster. well too much is just plain frustrating. i couldn't hardly sleep at all last night and i still didn't have energy to do anything then. my goodness! i sound so pitiful. i hate it when everyone feels bad for me to because its not like its their fault for me getting sick. i guess i just have a bad immune system or something. 

i guess all i can do is try to feel better and if that doesn't work... just pray for me :-)